What you were doing last year on this exact day?? I remember what I was doing...I was working on the very last day I could have spent with J.
I woke up oblivious to my life changing in the next 24 hours. I woke up, left a house full of sleeping peeps and went to work like it was just another day....and it was just another day, or so I thought. I came home that night to dinner being made by J, stew and cheesy potato soup. The girls had gymnastics and J and I had the house to ourselves for a little while. We spent it playing Wii, bowling of course. The girls came home and promptly went up to spend the night with Slye at J's insistence. I always wondered if he knew what was to come and he didn't want his babies to be in the house. He was VERY adamant and it was completely out of character for him to be like that...So at 1030p the girls went up and spent the night at Shan's house...we fought about it, it was the dumbest fight.
Also out of character for J, he slept in our bed. I couldn't remember the last time he'd done that...but sure enough when my alarm went off at 545a, he was there, not only next to me but snuggling up to me....it's the sweetest memory I have. After that, the day just went to shit.
Tomorrow marks a year and that's a real bitch.
Thanks for checking in....
L
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oh now, Lesa. what sweet and poignant memories. so many ironies and coincidences. I am continually and constantly cheering you and yours. May the next year be even a tad bit easier . . .
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