And the house is slowly winding down to go to sleep....sleep?? Oh yeah, I know what that is. I got some last night from 1a-1030a this morning, YEAH me. The girls have school, much to their disgust because they were supposed to have the day off, but they are making up for a snow day, they are totally bummed out!! And me, I'm heading back to work tomorrow. JL assures me it will be ok....I'm gonna hold her to that. I did find out that the new building we're at is non-smoking on the grounds, this means I can't even smoke in my car!! INSERT STAMP HERE!!! JL also says that one of the temps has found a work around...someone better share it with me soon!!
The girls and I went to DSM (duh) today with my BF and her daughter for manicures and pedicures. I know, it's January but the pigs were looking a little haggard and I wanted to go back to work in style...well, even if I'm the only one who can see the pigs...it was to make me feel better and it did, for a while, so that's progress right? We got home and I made my specialty for the girls - mac-n-cheese!! Hey, they didn't complain!! After that wonderful dinner, we went over to mom and dad's for a visit and to get the rest of our sh*t that was taking up space at their house.
Waking up in the house alone today wasn't so bad, makes me feel like we'll be alright in the long run. I was telling my BF today, that I'm not broken, my heart is, but I'm not. I'm still me, I'm still able to make my own decisions (even tho Austin women struggle at it), I'm still here for the girls and I plan to always be here. Nuf' said. As JY's cousin pointed out in a comment she made, I'm not just Lesa, I'm Jeff's Lesa. Thanks Rachel, I needed that.
Luv,
L
4 comments:
Hi babe. I'm just sitting here, thinking of you and your day tomorrow...wishing I could somehow be there with or for you. You don't need me to, I know, but I wish it all the same. BTW...Have I told you today that you are amazing and that I can't imagine my life without you in it? Well, just so you know, I am a better person because of you and I am SO unbelievably honored to call you my VERY BEST FRIEND!!!!
Always, Shana
We are rooting for you ---you can doe it. You have already jumped over several bumps and found out they were jumpable. You will do fine tomorrow at work too. Thought and (((HUGS))) your way--Aunt Debbie
Lesa - you ARE amazing! I hear the hurt, but I also hear YOU coming back to us! The same ol' Lesa that I rode to work with every morning, giving the run down of last night's events in that tone of "yup, it's so damn exciting, isn't it" followed by that little giggle that showed that you were so in love w/ your life. I'm sure it feels like it's slow moving, but the steps you're taking are so huge. I'll be thinking of you as you head back to work today, I think we all will be.
Good luck w/ your smoke breaks today ... I'm certain you'll be able to figure out a way to get that time away, there's always a work around! ; ) Belinda
HEY HUN...HANG IN THERE!!! I LOVE YOU!!! KRYSTAL
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